Progress...

Last night I woke up with horrible kidney pain :( It's been hurting every night for a few days now, but last night was the worst. Chris gave me a couple of Tylenol and I was able to sleep, but in the morning it was hurting again. I was feeling contractions on the way to my appointment, about every 15 minutes. I wasn't sure though if I was getting contractions because of labor or because of the kidney pain. Urine sample came out red :( More blood in my urine (stupid stones)*sigh* Peed like 3 more times there, more blood, still contracting. I mentioned how itchy I have been and when she looked she told me I had PUPPPs (pruritic urticarial papules and plaques of pregnancy). Basically an itchy rash that starts at my stretch marks and spreads. I unfortunately have it on my belly and thighs, everything is so red and irritated :( So now I have steroids for those so hopefully by tomorrow the itching will calm down. Good news is the baby's heartrate is 138 and I am 3 cm dilated and 80% effaced. She said we could either go straight to the hospital and see if things progress, but that they would probably keep me anyway since I am past my duedate, or go home and see how things go. We decided to just go home, but we did set up our induction for tomorrow at 7am. I was very glad the 5 am spot was unavailable LOL I don't want to be there that early. So we came home to see what would happen. I took some Tylenol for my kidney pain, laid down, ate dry cereal because I was too nauseous to eat anyting else, and tried to sleep. Contractions went away, but I've had them on and off all day so far. I'm keeping my fingers crossed that I go into active labor tonight. If not, well then tomorrow morning my water will be broken and I will be given a small dose of pitocin. I feel better knowing she only gives minimal doses, just enough to get things going and then let my body take over. I'm very excited, nervous, scared, and about 1000 other feelings! I am feeling kind of brave though, contractions and kidney pain are almost exactly the same. I think I may be able to handle it :) BUT we will see! If I'm having a baby and passing stones at the same time, well I don't know how much I will be able to handle. So, keep your fingers crossed! Maybe she will come tonight or I can at least dilate a little more before going in. But tomorrow we will all get to meet Ms.Baby Magdaleno!!!!!

* Mommy and Daddy get to see you tomorrow!!! I'm sorry I'm kicking you out, but it's time :) I'm glad we made it this far and you should be fully baked! You're very active and your heart sounds great. I'm sorry if you get conehead, you might have Daddy's big-o head and the opening is only so big :) So tomorrow morning at 7 am, Mommy will start working on getting you to come out. I promise I'll try my hardest to make this as quick and easy as possible for you. We can't wait to see you!!! I love you my Little Pumpkin! See you tomorrow!!!!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Mommy & Daddy 

40 WEEKS!!!!

wow!

And still no sign of this stubborn little brat! LOL I guess my uterus is the Ritz of all uteruses(???) LOL Apparently it's very luxurious in there (all you can eat, heated pool, water bed...) and she doesn't want to leave. OH well!! Her credit cards have been maxed and she can't stay in there any longer :) If the doc says it's ok, Friday will be the big day! If not, then I guess I'll give her the weekend to get her things together and move out :) I had tons of energy yesterday and so I shampooed her carpet :) It looks great! I washed the rest of her cloth diapers, last minute clothes I found/bought, washed our clothes and sheets, cleaned the kitchen, ran to the store (not literally), helped Chris draw in some lines while he was at work so he can finish painting faster, hosed down the dogs and gave them fresh water (it was VERY hot yesterday), and made dinner for my hubby when he got home. I was running around for 12 hours straight and it felt good to have some energy! Today, I'm exhausted LOL But I'm excited because we are going to start moving in her stuff :) The walls still need to be finished, but the changing table can go up because that wall is finished, the bench is in and looks great (it just needs the cushion and the boxes for her toys and books), the dresser can go up then be moved into place as well as the crib, then the rocking chair! I'm so excited! The room will still need a few finishing touches, but I'm glad it will be 90% complete! I couldn't sleep last night, I kept thinking the baby might come. Then kept having nightmares about weird stuff :( Well, my daughter doesn't want to come out, she's very active in my tummy, seems very happy to be in there, and well it does make me happy knowing I've made a very safe and comfortable environment for her. As long as my baby is happy, I'm happy :) The only thing that is driving me crazy is this ITCHY belly!!! Nothing works!!! OMG IT'S SOOOO ITCHY!!!! LOL

*Just a few pics taken over the last couple weeks:

So you can look at something cute and listen to music while we are in the car

So everyone can go around me when I'm driving ten miles under the speed limit LOL

Abuelita being silly!

Abuelita and Mommy playing with hats at the store

Mommy made a liner for your wicker basket, I'm going to put your blankets in there

I tried making some little flowers and added buttons to make them cute

We were lazy that day, catching up on our novelas

This dress is very old! Mommy had a doll, Baby Bubbles, that she named Christina because she got her on Christmas! Mommy saw this dress at a yard sale and Abuelita bought it for me so I could put it on Christina. I LOVE this dress and I found it the other day while cleaning out the closet! We washed it and it looks great! I can't wait to put it on you!

You are Mommy's personal portable table LOL

Abuelita found these dresses on clearance! We cleaned out the store! LOL The biggest one is a size 3T! I can't wait to see you in them :)

This one reminds me of a little ballerina. You will look adorable!!!

I've given up! LOL I am done pressuring you into coming out. You win this battle my little girl! But you will come out whether you like it or not :) I'm just going to finish doing what we have to do and relax until your birthdate :) I've been spending alone time with Daddy and playing with the puppies. I know you are going to take up a lot of my time once you arrive and I don't mind. I can't wait to take care of you and show you everything. I ♥♥♥ you!!! We will see you this weekend! Hopefully!

♥♥♥

Mommy

I have ankles again!!!!

39 weeks & 5 days

Today I am 39 weeks and 5 days, and since yesterday I have been able to see my ankles! Yay!!! LOL I've lost a couple of pounds which is great, I've been retaining a lot of water.

WHOOOOAAAHH!!!

RAAAAAWWWWWRRRR!!!

AW SO PRETTY!!!!

I SEE ANKLES!!!!

So I've come to terms that Baby will be here this week, doesn't matter how. We are shooting for Friday, but we will see what the doctor says at the appointment on Thursday (if we make it until then, I still have my fingers crossed LOL) Chris will start his 2 week vacation Friday and I only have a few more days to get my room ready for the Baby. Just need to get a few more things done, nothing major. Her room will be almost done. It will at least have 3 out of the 4 walls done and all her things will be moved in. The last wall basically only has a shelf and some painting, but that can be done over the summer. She will be sleeping with us for a few months anyway. I have her carseat in the car, but it's not installed :) All her clothes are washed, we have many newborn diapers that were given to us, we decided not to waste them, just use them until we run out then start our cloth diaper voyage. Hopefully she will fit into them by then, if not, well then I guess I will have to buy more disposable until she does. It wasn't my plan, but I know things change. Chris and I went out the last few nights to spend some time alone together before the baby gets here. It will be a while before we get to go out on our own again. It's weird to actually be able to count down the days until you see your baby. Although we haven't discussed it with the doctor, we are counting down until Friday. As a matter of fact I may call today to see how that works. So, as of now I have about 4 days until I get to see my little girl. Scary and exciting at the same time. Can't wait!!!

* So you don't feel like coming out, huh? :) Well, I'm sorry, but you can't stay in there forever. Doctor says you need to come out before next Wednesday so Mommy and Daddy picked this coming Friday. If this Friday is not possible then maybe Monday. Now, you still have time to come out here on your own, 4 days, no pressure :) We can't wait to see you. I keep going over everything, making sure I have everything I need for your first few weeks at home. I think I'm missing a few things, but I will probably go get those today. Mommy is so excited! I think Daddy is a little nervous ;) Mommy is nervous, too. I can't wait pumpkin!!!! Just a few more days and you will be in my arms!!!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Mommy!

Doc's Appt

39 weeks and 1 day, still at 1 cm :( I'm feeling pretty bummed, I was hoping we'd be at 2. Doctor won't let me go more than one week past my due date, so if she's not here by next Wednesday then we need to pick her birthdate so I can be induced :( I really don't want to be induced. I want her to come on her own and I know things don't always go as planned and as long as she's healthy it's all that matters, but I can't help but feel heartbroken. I worry that I'll be induced, be in labor forever (at the hospital not even in the comfort of my home), and in the end be told I need a c-section. I know everyone has a vision of what their labor will be like and 99% of the time it never goes the way we want it, but it still bums me out. I know I will be happy when I see her and at that moment it won't matter, but as of now I'm keeping my fingers and toes crossed that she will come out on her own this week. I think more than anything I'm scared. Yesterday when I thought it might be it, I was very excited and giddy, but actually knowing when it's going to happen makes me more nervous and scared. I stress out when trying to plan things, surprises are much better. So, starting today after the doctor's visit I walked forever at a shopping center, until my feet were double their size. I will be going for walks every day and trying other things to help get things going. I'm trying really hard to be happy that I will get to see her soon, but my fears are taking over. Can't wait until Chris gets home from work, I just want to lay with him....

* PPPPLLLLLEEEEAAAASSSEEEEE come out!:) Mommy doesn't want to be induced. She's really scared. She wants you to come out on your own. I don't want to kick you out. Please Baby Girl??? You will like it out here. You will get tons of love and kisses. And you have room to stretch out! A comfy bed, Mommy and Daddy's arms, and your puppies can't wait to lick you :) Please come out this week. If not, then Mommy will have to pick your birthdate. I don't know what day is good for you :) I really can't wait to see you, I just want you to come out on your own, no drugs. We love you, see you in less than 2 weeks for sure...

♥♥♥
Scared to Death Mommy

39 Weeks Today.....

and nothing!!!

*sigh*

My baby likes to drive me crazy. I've been waiting patiently. Well, Chris came home feeling sick last night and had just a small fever so I guess it's good that she's staying in longer. We need Daddy to be healthy so she doesn't get sick. Also, we don't want him to be so exhausted. I'd hate for him to be sick and have a newborn :( That wouldn't be fair. My goal for the room to be done has come and gone several times LOL, but the room is looking very good. My Mom has been a huge help even though I try to distract her so she's not cleaning so much. I hate being so useless. The livingroom actually looks like a livingroom again, except for the dresser and big box holding the changing table, everything else is in place. The car has been washed and cleaned, carseat is in, but not installed, stroller is in the trunk, and my "caution: baby inside" sign is up :D I was going to wait to put that up, but she IS in there all the time, hehe! My room is almost ready. Well, her bassinet is ready to go. I had to exchange my playpen because one side broke :/ but Mom and I are putting up the new one today. I think my room will be today's goal. Only have to box some stuff, vacuum, and move the dresser. There is still a lot to do :( But as long as she has somewhere to sleep, food, and a clean butt I really don't think she will care about the rest of the house :)

* OK my little girl! Mommy and Daddy are waiting, but I still want you to take your time. Your Nina Erika is planning to come next week, so we will see tomorrow what the doc says. If you want extra time, we will tell Nina to hold off and go visit Mommy's Nina instead because she has been very sick

:( 

See you soon little munchkin! Everyone keeps asking about you!!! We all love you!!!

♥♥♥♥♥

All of us!! 


Boooo!!! I thought today was going to be the day, but my little girl was just teasing me :)
Around 3 pm I started getting contractions every ten mins, about one minute long, but just when I was going to hit one hour they stopped! Ugh! I was like "alright! here we go!", but no, just practice LOL Well, hopefully that means we are getting closer to her birth day!!! I was so excited though LOL and so was my Mom. She said she didn't know how I could be so calm and she wanted us to go home because she was nervous(we were eating pizza with Chris). I said "no way, if she is coming they won't let me eat at the hospital" LOL
*Come on Baby!!!! I want to see the beautiful little angel Daddy and I created!!! The suspense is KILLING me!!! LOL
♥♥♥♥♥
Mommy

*Your Baby Shower

*Well Baby Girl, we were finally able to have your San Antonio shower, but sadly no one came except your Titi :( Your Aunt Sherri worked really hard to put it together and did an amazing job decorating and getting games together. I guess Mommy just has bad luck when it comes to having parties because they all usually flop. We still had fun though, your Abuelita, Titi, Aunt Sherri, and I ate lunch and had cake. Then we played some games and had some good laughs. Since no one came, Aunt Sherri, Titi, and I went to go get pedicures and then followed that with a chick flick. We watched Bridesmaids, which was a very funny movie, but something you can't watch until you're much much older! LOL Mommy was sad that no one came, especially because your Aunt Sherri put a lot of time and effort into it, but I really had a good time just hanging out with her and your Titi. It was nice to just relax and hang out. No stressing over your room, or your playpen that I have to exchange, cleaning, or anything else. Just a nice foot massage and pretty toes plus laughing for over an hour made it into a good day. When we got back, one of your Aunt's neighbors brought over a gift, which was very nice of her. She got you diapers and a cute onesie that says "HI, I'm new here" :) One of Mommy's friends also sent you a giftcard so I can buy you what you need. Overall, it ended up being a good day. I love you my little munchkin and I can't wait to see you. I don't think you're coming anytime soon, we may have to kick you out in a few weeks :) I'm thinking you may be gaining a lot more weight because Mommy has been eating like crazy. I'm starving all the time and I crave cake like you wouldn't believe! LOL If you're a little chunky monkey, we may have to get you out a different way, but that's ok. As long as you are healthy I don't care how you enter this world. And if you are a little rolly polly I can't wait to kiss your chubby cheeks and chunky legs! Mommy has been extra emotional lately and it seems like she can't go a night without crying. I just can't wait to see you. It feels like it's been an eternity since I found out you were on your way and I'm just anxious. We love you Baby Girl very much! Sleep tight!
♥♥♥♥♥
Mommy

May 13th Graduation!!!

Yay! I finally graduated with my Associates in Arts- Education Degree!!!!! My daughter was kind enough to hold off and let me have my day. I was there all day!!! Getting ready since noon, left at 3:45 to pick up a friend, and then drove across town and showed up by 4:30. We had to be there at 5.....ceremony didn't start til 7!! Loooong day!!! My baby was feeling it, tons of braxton hicks while sitting there for hours. At least they had cookies and water :) I didn't think I would know anybody, but I ended up sitting next to a girl named Jackie that was in my education class, a few seats down from one of the girls that works at my doctor's office, and on the other side of me was a very friendly girl that chatted with me and told me she was a nurse so she'd deliver me if she had to LOL The man next to her also offered his wife's services since she was a L&D nurse and in the audience LOL Luckily she was good even kicking and getting excited when everyone cheered for us. We could here Daddy, Abuelita, Titi, and Tio Richy cheering for us very LOUD! It was very exciting and I totally thought I would start bawling because I have been so emotional. I think my excitement took over because I was able to hold back my tears. I was so excited that I hugged everyone on stage instead of shaking hands :) Well I shook and hugged LOL It took a long time, BUT I finally finished. I'm only half way there, but I am very proud of myself for getting this far. Tons of pics:

05/06/11

Cap and Gown pickup

Just a little excited :)

All dolled up and ready to go!!!

My Baby Girl!!! Graduating so soon!!!

Hehe!

Holley & I

This is Jackie :)

My fat feet...needed to buy size 8 wide shoes right before I left LOL

Soooo swollen! They had muffin tops LOL

Dr. Jacqueline Claunch, President of Northwest Vista College

MOM!!!

My Babe!

Jacque (*Titi)

This is Alecks :)

Me & Richy, Titi got me talking

I have more pics to share, but I'm getting BH sitting here so I will add more later :)

Ok! More pictures :)

Mom and I at Joe's Crab Shack!

Mmmmm, crab!!!

My chubby self with my light up button :)

My graduation wienie, another gift

from George, Sherri, and the kiddos

Beautiful roses :)

Mom, the kiddos, and me

Georgie

George and Sherri

Mmmmmm cheesecake!!!

And that's all!!! :D

Yay!!!





38 weeks

I am 38 weeks today :) Doctor's appointment went well. Still seeing the other doctor, not sure when mine will be back, but I think I will end up delivering with this one. She's very nice and speaks Spanish very well so it was nice of her to include my mom in conversation today. Mom was very excited to hear the baby's heartbeat, she thought it was cute :) I'm only 1 cm dilated and 50% effaced. She said anything can happen. Some women last a few more weeks and others dilate over night so we will see when my little chunky monkey decides to come :) If she decides to come this weekend, I hope she waits until after I walk the stage LOL And if it is this Friday, then maybe we will be home in time for our baby shower on Sunday LOL Right!!!! She will be here whenever she feels like coming and I'm perfectly fine with that :) Everything else looks good, heartrate is at 137 and she is in position. Sucky parts are my feet are so swollen or "fluffy", one always more than the other, I can't be on my feet for too long, I'm soooooo tired, and I'm eating like a cow! I've never been so ridiculously hungry before. I wake up starving although I eat before going to bed. I drink tons of water, but I'm sooo thirsty and I have a sweet tooth like never before. I don't think I eat bad, I usually satisfy my sweet tooth with an apple juice slushy or like 3 yogurts LOL Every now and then I will beg Chris for one of his thin mints. He's let me have a total of two LOL But my Mom bought me a churro and a frozen yogurt the other day and that definitely hit the spot :D I'm filled with excitement, but I'm starting to get very scared. Motherhood is starting to become a reality and I just don't want to mess up. I wonder if I can handle all the demands that come with parenthood, emotionally and physically. Chris reassures me that I can do it, as do many others that I love, but there's always that little voice in the back of my head that makes me doubt myself. I know for sure I'm going to try my hardest to be a great mom. I have after all a great role model :) She's always loved me no matter what I did. Not to mention all the other people I look up to. My daughter will have more than enough people to look up to and I feel very blessed for that. So, she has people that lover her, a roof over her head and a bed to sleep in, plenty of clothes, and food :) * What are you waiting for??? We're ready for you!!!!! LOL See you soon my Little Angel!!!!

♥ Mommy 

Yay!

My mom gets here tomorrow!!!!!

Aw! Wish we could go to the beach

this week!!!!

But she won't let me travel.....

not even to the airport to

pick her up! LoL

I ♥♥♥♥♥ my Mom!!!!

My First Mother's Day

Sorry, forgot to mention it since I was so excited about my Mom coming :)

I was sitting in the Baby's room on the rocking chair just rocking away and staring at everything we had been able to finish when Chris walked in and said "Happy Mother's Day, Babe" :)I hadn't even realized it was midnight and technically Mother's Day already. I had instant tears LOL and bawled my eyes out! LOL I had to take a picture of me and my baby girl in my belly for our first mother's day together.

* My little Angel I am so proud to be your mother. I can't wait for the day that I finally get to hold you. You have brought so much joy to my heart already, more than you can ever imagine. Mommy has always celebrated Mother's Day because she has her "babies", your puppies :) They will be your big brothers and sisters LOL and they will love you! Especially when you learn how to play with them and when you share your food with them :) Hurry up and take your time at the same time LOL I love you!!!! 

♥♥♥♥ Mommy

2 weeks and 4 days to go

 37 weeks, headed to

our doc's appointment

Yesterday, listening to

your music :)

Well, we've made it to at least 37 weeks! Yay! Baby Girl will now be able to breathe on her own from now on, but I think I made a very comfy belly for her because she is not showing any signs of wanting to come out. Our doc's appointment was scheduled for Thursday, but she had a sick family member and will be out for the week so another doctor at the office saw us on Wednesday instead. If our doctor is not back next week, then she will see us again and deliver the baby if she decides to come. My group B strept test came back negative, yay! Which just means I don't have to take antibiotics before I deliver. She tried to check my cervix, but she said she wasn't going to try to go in any further because my cervix was "up to my tonsils" LOL She said it was still too high up and that the baby would still be dropping more. I have to pee so much already, I think I'm going to be spending the last few weeks sitting on the toilet peeing all day :) Chris was happy to hear she still had more to drop, she doesn't want her coming early although technically she's considered full term now. He wants her to be well done, even overcooked! LOL 

As far as her room goes, I know I sound like a broken record when I say we are almost done! LoL We have the majority of the third wall done, and then all that's left is building the shelf for the last wall and making the corner bench by the window. And of course painting that dang border on the bottom, but Chris will be doing that because I can't paint that low. It feels like something round gets in the way :) Then hopefully next Saturday they can come and do the carpets and all done! Just have to put her furniture in there and it's done. Still sounds like a lot to do, I know, but Chris has been opening so it's been nice to have him home by 5:30. Although my poor baby naps as soon as he gets home because he's so tired, we always paint for maybe an hour before going to bed. So almost done!!!!! She's going to love it! Sooooo much color in that room. 

My Mom gets here on Monday! Yay!!! The majority of my house is clean, but I still have 2 more bathrooms and bedrooms to clean! Not to mention a ton of laundry. (Downstairs bathroom is really clean! I swear Chris poured a whole bottle of bleach in the toilet! Yuck! LoL) But it should be done by Sunday night. I just need to motivate myself today, I'm having trouble staying awake LoL It's overcast today so it makes me want to just curl up on the couch with my puzzle book and have the windows open letting the nice breeze come in :) Man! Chris is off Sunday, Monday, and Tuesday and I want to go to Rockport soooooooooo bad!!!!! But he says no :( I shouldn't be traveling or something...boooo!!!! LoL Hopefully sometime this summer we can go :) 

I'm getting so anxious and excited!!!! I can't wait to hold my little girl in my arms!!! But I know I will be disappointed if she takes longer than 2 weeks and 4 days LOL I'll probably tell her that Mommy said to come out right now! Hehe! But seriously I would be bummed :( I've been waiting for so long so I will probably get emotional if she doesn't want to come out yet :) We will see what she decides to do!

* Oh my Little Girl, you are getting so big! I woke up the other night in tears because you were completely stretched out from left to right! You had your whole booty sticking out on side and your knees and legs sticking out the other! And you did not want to move LoL You're running out of room, but you are MAKING room for you LoL Oh man! It hurts Mommy's belly and lower back, but she just breathes through it and tries to relax. I keep telling you that you can stretch all you want out here :) There's nothing to hold you back! I'm so excited! I keep dreaming about you. The other night you were maybe a couple of months old and you were crying, I asked you what was wrong, and you told me in the most chiple voice ever "I'm hungry and I'm wet" with a super pouty lip! Oh! My heart melted even in my dreams! LOL Even Abuelito is dreaming about you! He has been for a few months now LoL He's just as excited as I am! 2 more weeks!!!! I can't believe we are really going to be a family! You have no idea how long I've dreamed of this moment! Daddy and I have been together for 10 long years and have always been happy, but now that we are going to have you, happy doesn't even begin to describe how we feel. We are really excited my little jelly bean! We love you so very much!

Love,
Mommy and Daddy ♥♥♥

Sleep? What is that???

Night time has become naptime for me. I literally get up at least every half hour to pee so I only take little naps. I have not had a good night's sleep in a very long time. Lay down on my left side, place pillows under head, under belly, between legs, under arm, and behind me. Wake up 30 minutes later, struggle getting out of bed to pee, hip or pubic bone pops, feeling very sore, get back in bed, try right side, place pillows, get "comfy", fall asleep, wake up 30-40 minutes later to pee, slowly get out of bed again, come back, try left side, try half way on my back, lay in bed up with feet at head of bed, then switch, it's hot, it's cold, it's freakin' HOT, repeat about a million times, early in the morning wake up in tears and exhausted and extremely thirsty, oh and pee yet again. *sigh* Then it's time to make myself breakfast and get things ready. Too tired! I don't want to to anything. I've cleaned the kitchen a million times, it looks beautiful and then 2 days later it looks like I never touched it. I've slowly been trying to move from the kitchen to the livingroom, then to my bedroom and the bathrooms, but it's not working. The kitchen is the only thing I seem to get done because I can't stand seeing my counters filthy, but my feet are swollen afterwards. I sit to eat and take a break, but then I don't want to get up. Instead I go outside and sit on the swing and play with the dogs. I'm trying to give them as much love and attention as possible before the baby gets here. My mom gets here next Monday and I'm trying to clean house for her. I know she's coming to help, but it's not her job to clean my house so I want to tidy up before she gets here so she can relax with me. OK, my kitchen is clean, floor is swept and mopped, no dishes except for 3 cups, my goal for today is the livingroom and hallway bathroom! Oh and pack my hospital bag and look up a fire department that installs carseats :) 23 days and 13 hours left until my duedate! Graduation in 12 days! Will I get to walk the stage with my baby in my belly????? Or will Baby Girl be cheering for me from the stands??? We will see!!!

* Oh my little turkey you are definitely running out of room in there. Can we keep the stretching to a minimum??? LoL First of all, it looks like an alien is trying to break out of Mommy's tummy and second, it's starting to hurt quite a bit. I mean, I can still handle it, but you make Mommy stop in her tracks ♥ Daddy still thinks it's gross, but he can't take his eyes and hands off of you and laughs. I even dream about your kicks! Last night I dreamt I could see your foot in my boob! It was very scary and weird! LoL Mommy will be graduating on the 13th of this month. I wonder if you will have stage fright like me and decide to come out before you have to walk in front of tons of people :) Or if you like the attention and want to be up there with Mommy, hiding under her gown :) We will see. A lot of people think you will be here very soon, some still think you won't be here until the very end of the month of maybe even June. I'm hoping you still come this month, LoL I love you little girl, but Mommy is not getting any rest and she won't be useful if she's exhausted before you even get here. I know I'm going to be beyond exhausted anyway, so please forgive Mommy when she gets emotional. Keep growing, keep kicking and keep stretching :) I know it's crowded in there and very soon we will get to see you my little angel! We love you! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Love,
 Mommy